Elaine was an odd girl. Growing up in Tulsa, she was out of place in such a quiet, conservative city. She dressed in the manner of glamorous movie stars that adorn the red carpet on a regular basis. As a high school senior, Elaine was just trying to be hip to the contemporary trends. That was, until, she discovered online porn videos.
Elaine, for all the flashy clothes and accessories that embrace her body, is not merely imitating the fashion goddesses most girls like her worship. She actually believed herself to be one of them. No, Elaine had no questions about her identity. She knew for a fact that she was Elaine, high school senior in Tulsa, Oklahoma. She was surrounded by boys who will grow up to be overweight beer guzzling football fans with dead end jobs and end up with girls who’d be married them feeling quite miserable. This was her future. But she thought of herself as different. She was slated for better things, she says. Many would describe her condition as having delusions of grandeur.
This girl, who lived, breathed, and acted like a false celebrity, saw online videos of sex tapes as a way out. She saw these videos and saw an opportunity. She looked at these porn videos as a shot at true superstardom. She can garner enough attention that important might take notice and make her a star! She was willing to take a shot.
It started out with sexy pictures on Myspace. She then moved to other social networking sites, uploading pictures that are a notch racier then before. She started showing nude pictures of herself. She often checked them out online just to admire her own body. Once she graduated over to making sex tapes, her delusions worsened. After making a hastily done sex video with some boy in flannel and a mullet, Elaine officially saw herself as a legitimate star. She had been giving copies of her own porn tape to people, no matter if they asked or not.
Today, Elaine continues to do porn videos and actually dropped out of school. So she could invest more time in them. Her parents have tried professional help for their daughter, but none worked. She resisted the notion that she was getting out of hand! Hopefully, Elaine’s destructive path of delusion does not destroy her.
